im going to start writing daily so that way my followers can get to me for me and not have a probably wrong, biased opinion of me.

ok so i just made that list of books that i want to continue reading and one of them is Spirit Junkie by Gabrielle Bernstein. i HIGHLY recommend you looking into it. Personally, I meditate (but i only use her meditations) and they/she are/is phenomenal. It is not a ‘self help book’ on how to be perfect  [even tho its in the self help section oops] but it is a great book about how to change your entire mind frame into thinking positively, and about expecting miracles everyday, but its a great cathartic read.

I’ve actually spoken with the author and she is so cool.

so a little about me…

so i graduated high school in 2010 and i had no idea what i wanted to do with my life. i didnt even know anything about fashion then. so for 2 years i was out of high school working 40 hours a week, i had my own apartment, and i was completely miserable because i had nothing to go for in life. so in the process of that i was slowly getting into what i call my ‘journey of self discovery’ where i learn deep to the core who i am and what i stand for. i mean its a constant life long journey but it started then. prior to that i literally had no idea who i was at all. i didnt even know 1 thing about myself no lie. so i started looking within myself because i wanted to know, ‘who is alex?’ in the process i came across gabby and she helped me inadvertently in discovering who i was. her meditations are guided meditations (where she is basically talking with calming music) and that was really cathartic for me. i’ve even told her how thankful i am for helping me with ‘my journey’ i mean there is alot more to the story than a paragraph but i recommend you get this book, or if anything listen to her meditations.

finding out who you are is the most important thing you could ever do to yourself. i feel bad knowing people who are in their 50s and they dont know who they are or what they want to do. just look within yourself. it will be the most rewarding experience ever. self discovery is such a beautiful time to go through. i literally cannot stress it enough to sit down in an empty room and just think. because you will come out with so many answers.

i wish you all the best in your journey :}